Fall.

 Dear Readers,

It's a big decision time for me!

I am recently free to choose whatever I want to do in my life!

Though, I still feel the weight of many responsibilities on my back.

Have you ever felt you are at a point that you lost everything 

and this process happened not because you have not put the effort,

it happened even though you have given your everything,

All of a sudden you find yourself unemployed, without money, without love.

You are the only thing you have left for yourself ! All is lost!

A great pain and a large avalanche of problems swept you out of your feet.

You have been abandoned, stabbed in your back, cheated on, manipulated, gaslighted, 

lost everything you worked hard for.

Very heartbreaking, very painful situations lived one over another over and  over again.

Like being stabbed from your heart over and over again without mercy.

Even though you have forgave all the people that put you in this situation,

even though you prayed for the salvation of their soul.

Even though you cried "God, please forgive them they don't know what they are doing, they don't know any better"

Even though you gave your own closures for very unjust situations,

Even though you forgive and let go the people that have done these things to you,

As you think you are in your deepest hell as you can be and thought to yourself

"now Its time to climb up, now its the time for better days" 

all of a sudden another bad thing happens just afterwards you were trying to climb up from the great pain you suffered recently.

Now its rock bottom again.

Sometimes one wonders if there is more fall after you fall greatly, can you experience more fall?

Let me answer there is no bottom! There is worse and there is worse than that.

Though, once you lost many things you also become liberated from many things!

It gives you a second chance in life to make a better selection this time.

Are you going to repeat what has been dictated upon you

what has not worked out for you?

Liberation does not bring only freedom,

it is also a reminder of what you really are, what your soul request you to do.

(Image: Henry & Co.)