Chirp of Cardinals

 Jello Dear Reader,

Today my meditation was disrupted by 5 mating squirrels 

they were doing an orgy on the top of my gazebo....

It was very busy in the garden today, 

A lot of birds and squirrels 

I started to hear chirps from a new bird, I wonder whether its the goldfinch

and today I saw a rascal Blue Jay,

Its not as common as it was in Oakville

here there are more cardinals, they chirp so lovely..

the cardinals are red the male is so showy with bright colors

but the females of cardinals are also so cute,

they have a small mohawk :)

today I applied for a position in Oakville,

I would be really happy to move back there I hope they accept me

Although, I know now the housing there is skyrocketed

not like where I am at now.

I feel very energetic today, 

in my meditations I started to dream of beautiful things

a life that I dream to have 

everything one piece at a time

surviving and making out of my toxic job was the first step...

slowly, I will get there

the type of life that my heart and mind can fit well...

I hope you have a beautiful day....

when I started to write this the weather was clear 

now its smoggy...

orange colored skies

weird, 

like the painting of my living room..

here get some Kraken poetry

More over phony sorrows

are theft a tear thou

Until piss sour,

Sin every mingle tone

                King H. Ironson

Kraken poetry is weird

even I don't know 

what I am writing about?

Weird

simply weird

but somebody has to do this!

Sorry..

(Photograph: A Male Cardinal Bird by Briam-Cute)

Oh God 

I am full of evil spirits today!

As I have promised to you, I am releasing them

as they emerge!

You know me God

I cannot hold bad 

things inside me!

Save the ones walking from my back....

ha ha ha

(give them a gas mask S'il te plait!)