TOTEM ROOT

Hello Readers and freckles 

wanna eat some pringles? 


blob blob blob

need water I am drying

don't want to be a dried fish

Blob blob blob..

Yes funghi 

I am a fish

and yes you are not a bird

neither a worm

you are a funghi...

feeding upon a bagel

don't over eat it 

otherwise you will turn 

into a potato with emotional issues :(

might not have the therepeutical effect

I don't have inspiration tonight

except for the Moon...

its majestic tonight....

and I am very spastic and sarcastic under moonlight

as it was like my brain melted and dripped from my ear

blob blob

blob

you are funghi 

its your nick name 

you are not a real mushroom or other kind of mold

actually you are a human plant

living a plant life 

in your pot

you need a pot transplant

your soil is dried

and out of 

nutrition...

I named you funghi

blob blob blob

sometimes I imagine how would it be to be a bird from the perspective of a whale

I wonder how a whale would think on "how the birds fart"

"whether their fart speeds them up during flight...."

or "whether they can sleep during the flight"

or "how the babies won't die when the birds gave a birth in the mid flight"

My mind also works like my imaginary whale for the information I don't have...

I feel and intuitively know....

but plot the rest with the dark corners of my mind....

dark is a part of all of us...

it has to be !

so we know the value of light

Moon is really beautiful,

this morning I woke up around 4,

I go to kitchen to drink some water it was 4:44

I saw a strange dream now I remember that is why I waked up

there was this weird, strange uncanny man keeping a kind of root 

in some form of water in a house of someone dear

it was what i saw in my travel to another realm

not very sure where was it...

tried to move that root away 

however when I do that the container got broken 

that uncanny man

managed to save the water of the container holding the root and liquid...

nobody could see me in that realm, it was so hard to move the container as well

he threw the roots in the waste bin and pour the water into a new plastic container, put a lid on it and hid it...

He said "this is the part I will use, I don't need the roots"..

It look like he doesn't know what he was doing...

although...

when the roots were out of the water

they were prone to calling all the demonic creatures that these roots belong to...

the people in that realm were not aware of them 

even the uncanny man, it look like he is a lesser idiot demon but he is under the control of a more powerful demon..    

the demons/ creatures came for the root, they creeped upon that place 

tried to stop them but my powers did not work, I did not have any power there....

like I was just made to see, and be aware... 

in that realm, all the horrific creatures creeped everywhere

it was an uneasy feeling...

although, I did not feel unsafe for myself

but except for a piece of me that stuck in that realm with horrific creatures plotting all 

these terrible things 

I don't know what they are

but it just gave me a very uneasy feeling...

than I flew all of a sudden to the top of a giant pit....

I was flying and at the bottom of the pit I saw my self climbing up towards the light...

than I knew...

whoever is going to deal 

with those demons

they have to fight them 

on their own,

they should never forget 

that they hold the light inside, 

they are more stronger

than they could ever imagine

they need to grow their flame

they need to look inside

take out the trash (root thing, whatever kind of totem it is I don't know, when you touch it, I know that it shouldn't feel right, regardless whatever the others say)

spit on it than say: (upon deep inhalation)

"I don't want this anymore"

"I release you" 

"I forgive you"

"I am light"

"I am love"

"I am wisdom"

"I am humility"

"I am self love"

"I am joy and happiness"

(than upon exhalation)

"I ex hail vengeance"

"I ex hail revenge"

"I ex hail dark"

"I ex hail hate"

"I ex hail ignorance"

"I ex hail arrogance and pride"

"I ex hail self hate and over self criticism"

"I ex hail sadness, unhappiness and anger"

they should throw those roots to the garbage...

and they should sprout

like a seed

move towards the light

and grow new roots..

 Yes Moon is very beautiful tonight, its like yellowy, mellow showing her face through gray clouds

When she born I saw her through the leaves of Silver maple leaves in the front yard...

I always love the Moon...

it always tell us regardless 

how fragmented, how incomplete, how reflective 

is the reality we perceive.... 

Blob, blob, blob

I don't want to be a dried wish... 

                                        King H. Ironson


Ok I know the environmentally friendly Nude

our sacrifice to Freitag,

 don't worry..

check the poem for Friday



Your bʘʘbs 

is our knobs

to do doors

of perception mentors

through reality anchors

Inanna 

gives you love mana

her suitors victors

for their valors

                King H. Ironson


(Photograph: Olga Desmond performs the "Sword Dance" in these 1908 photos taken by Otto Skowranek.)


NOTES
Watch the moon tonight, dream of me as a lovely bear, a bear-fish!
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