some dimple's are carved in the mind
Dear Reader,
All day I yawned slept and laid down...my body is literally aching..
anyways reader now I feel a little bit rested and for about a week its the first time I have meditated
in the morning...i believe because I am so tired lately
my meditations became a place of rest rather than a place to delve within and focus..
my mind wanders greatly, lost the focus, tomorrow I will rest more
there are couple of errands I have to run...
it seems I lost touch with the things that I look forward to
the residence I found in the moment is warm and comforting
reader when you have no expectations from your future you also don't have disappointments
although there is a great deal of being feelings of lost or having hard time to find a purpose in all the things you experience
I think this is a phase and its going to resolve on its own..
my meditations lately all under in complete darkness in nothingness
even when I was doing my meditation today in the morning
I feel there is a seed growing slowly within...
darkness is not scary like before
feeling completely at ease and I know this is the way you grow...
when I look at this blog and all the things I wrote, the poems and all the attention
it feels a little bit strange lately... reader I guess its because I am not used to this much attention
reader probably all these huge changes and long drives
made me lost my balance
its not a terrible mood to be in
its only strange and tiring at the time
a tilted smile fell from heavens under dark waves of inviting curves
white pearls side by side making a statement that they are going to spill out the beans soon
false advertisements of second hand items sold in the market place was lost in the busy background
where horizons were covered under a steel cage, a large cage made for man
some smiles, some dimple's are carved in the mind that is how you know that they are not shadow plays
of the old confused mind's desire to create an alternate words of real worlds
King H. Ironson
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