ugly kitsch decorations of broadcasts
Dear Reader,
How are you today?
If you ask me I have driven 350 km again..I got exhausted and now I am writing you these words after my meditation as I am trying to relax and rest for the next day...
reader this is going to be the new normal until the July
probably I will drive less miles than...
hopefully, it seems like I have resolved some problems but not all my problems...
although I am hopeful and living the things as they come
reader my meditations transformed and became constant
like some kind of stagnant...like lacking forward movement...
don't get me wrong I feel so relieved and I am continuously listening to my self
and focussing in my day and inner world...but I guess due to my new normal
it is hard and difficult to have focus
...my dreams if exist I cannot remember...it is a very heavy sleep
feeling tired all the time...
reader yesterday I received some happy birthday messages from my very old friends
which made me really happy...
my best friend from the high school and one from my early university years...
we are all thrown to different parts of the world
I feel lucky to get to know them..and had good times with them..
reader last night my chest was compressing me
like I was being squished
weird never felt that way before...
I plan to write Inanna's drinking game when I find the time...
cannot promise when... as I have been sharing with you
that my life is very busy at the moment...
detached red skip of lonely teams
unbroken networks lacking domains
comments of torments steep stairs
ugly kitsch decorations of broadcasts
flipped nectars of investors orchards
manly blouses of venereal capitals
flimsy bondages laughter of fake acts
burdens chess adventure's forwards
smacked by my own words
bleeding letters one by one inwards
King H. Ironson
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