Baklava vendors lending salvation in fair enchilada onion
Reader hello,
I have changed my mind on what I am going to write today at last moment...I have started something but I was not in the mood for it so, I have just stopped writing it and opened up a new entry...because its weekend i have opened a cold one early today...Drinking "Stiegl", I really enjoy it...Its a really good beer...and its cold, cold as ....(I am leaving this part to your imagination)...
So reader I am enjoying myself and my cold beer in a warm Saturday, in my basement...It would be swell to be outside but I am so lazy to carry my laptop also there is the unpredictable impact risk of my crazy dog to break it...
Reader I have to tell you that I am not trying to be a good person...nor that I am trying to be a bad person...I am just trying to be what I am...just to be in my own stillness whatever that may be...
I am hoping that its something that is in balance...You might wonder why I am saying these things...and whether I have not found my self with all those introspective...reader I am not sure how deep you looked within yourself...I have been doing this business for at least last three years...I am peeling layer by layer like an onion...at every layer you peel you find another one....
All these layers you peel from yourself which you thought was your internal values even the positively accepted ones like empathy, trueness, morality you might found out that they were the response of the trauma's you have encountered in your journey...
Reader don't get me wrong there is nothing more beautiful and valuable than trying to master yourself to direct towards the light...
but before you see your real balanced self completely.... you cannot master the light...
you have to let all the ego, and suppressed parts of yourself to balance themselves....
people have different types of trauma's
some suppress their sides that are accepted as good in society
and some suppress their sides that are accepted as bad in society...
can you have bad without the good or vice versa
don't over think on these "words" as they are representations of states we have created as a species..
so reader we need to see ourselves bare naked and let that self to exist as it is...
we need to experience our real selves and make our peace with it...
accept it with its all glories and somberness
cherish it, that will be the starting point to build up your light self...
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Give meaning to your life...
King. H. Ironson
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