my words choke on your small hat with black lace

 Hello Reader,

Hope you are doing great...are you one of those who spotted my terrible writing error yesterday....I did recognized it after I read for the second time...the word needs to write "leave" but instead it was "live"...and in my given sentence it played a very awkward and sinister meaning...when I realized it I changed it to "leave" in bold letters and red fonts...sorry reader mistakes happen considering how tired I was when I wrote that entry I totally understand myself...my dog is crying and asking me to drop some chips to her...our tune is from Flamin' Groovies....guess the song...(my favorite)...the tunes are playing from the order generated by AI, finally it started to get my music taste but still now and then it plays really weird shit that even I have no clue with... the other day it started to play some weird tunes which made me thought that I have changed realities and found my self in a Mexican whore house..it took some time to understand and get out of the pimp mode...weird I wonder how it related the things I have listened to the music it played to me...reader I am not judgemental on the music department but I have some taste...I do listen to many different genres but not everything in all genres are to my liking...now I am waiting my stein to be chilled to open a cold foamy Stiegl...its a pity that they are not my beer sponsor 😋...reader today my odometer as at a little bit over 10 km about 4 km of this was done on my chores I had to do today and last 6 km is with my dog...it was a very cold walk...it was windy and -2C was the temperature felt...stupid me got out with a thin hoodie and I felt the wind on my chest during the walk....I am warm and cozy now...I put my pj's on and loose the socks freedom to the feet now my toes can dance freely on the carpet...my dog had her fair share of the chips and now she is sleeping next to my feet...sometimes my toes intentionally pokes her and she responds back with her paws...she is really a good girl aside from the havoc she causes daily...reader I want to spin some records but I don't know what to spin...there are ones that I kept for a special day but its like a day that does not exist in the calendar like 33rd of March and 11th of November had a baby girl who received the name 22nd of October but which corresponds to non existent day of the week which would be named Nix day if it existed, it would be the 9 th day of the week and it would be named after Nyx the goddess of night..tomorrow I am expecting another vinyl...."Oh.. Sweet Nuthin' "..a fruit fly flies around I just let it be...I will open a window and it will find its way out...

fascination cremation the blue shadows on your dress cry

tears fall behind the reving engine an escape tears the roads

heavens fall seventh gate opens to a horizon with endless blue gaze

without a conversation my words choke on your small hat with black lace

my shoulders fall in the deep walls of valley that separate our grace

I took a giant step to reach you without hesitation a fall of choice

your shy demeanor is not from the booze but from the smack of fate

angels watched deceit and brave leap of the fool casting love

                                                                             King H. Ironson

 

(Photograph: King H. Ironson)