blue, bare being dwell in the right
Hello Reader,
I did not mentioned how my small excursion in Montreal went...I had a daily drive back and forth for some personal business which I will not mention here...I took the opportunity to go to the usual specialty supermarket where I used to buy specific cooking ingredients like special spices, cheeses and meat products...so I was already prepared to go and shop there as I brought the freezer and the ice cartridges to keep it cool..until I bring back the goodies I buy....coming back to Quebec brought me with different memories...and also initially the feeling of being constraint..I even felt at one time if I had dreamt about being/living in Ontario and I was still there...reader I need to pinch my self and remind my self that I moved from there...I need to make a reality check to understand the days of Quebec life is over...once I established that reality is over now..and I do have a new reality everything turned from depression and gloom to hysteria and happiness..then Quebec felt small...it just felt behind me...once I got over this I felt above it and it made me happy to be a person just visiting there...once I reached to my favorite supermarket I did my shopping and asked everything in English (for the items that I need to get from the Charcuterie or butchery) and observed all the looks I have been receiving from the other shoppers...."the looks" and "unpleasant nods"....I smiled and more confidently continued my requests in "english" and with smiles...the looks and nods continued but I said within my self "...I am glad that I am not living in Quebec any more...and I don't give a rats ass about discrimination of not speaking Quebecois..."...Anyways I felt that a huge thing...a big weight... was lifted of my shoulders and I big portion of a havoc is left me behind... I felt blessed that I was not living there anymore...I felt like all the trials and tribulations I have been through are left behind me...reader I have been enjoying my self cooking and eating and resting in my small vacation...I will be in vacation on Monday as well.....today I have went to shopping again and filled up the pantry to the brim..:) I have cooked cookies, made a steak night and found time to go to downtown with my son...tonight I will be cooking the snack that I mentioned here earlier (the one from Cyprus but with my take...the dough is still fermenting...)...I plan to rest maybe drink a beer...lately I have been seeing very weird dreams.... last night I saw something like this it was so weird...in my dream I needed to get a lawyer and for some reason there were some people sitting on the bench and I need to select my lawyer among these sitting people on the bench...on one end of the bench there sits a young women shy and unconfident of herself she had shining eyes and she felt naive. pure, fair, good and innocent...she was shy and looked like she had no idea what she is doing...in contrast the others were like the kind that will take your heart and replace it with a stone kind lawyers and there was not sense of just in any kind in their faces....and you know that logic tells you to choose one of them to succeed on to pass that trial and there was one divine scale which you need to pass the tribulations....it felt my heart went through the innocence which I have been drawn to this innocent young lady.... she had a curly hair and shining eyes her eyes were blueish green...looking terrified as if she is to be selected how would she do what she supposed to do..and for some reason she felt so and so familiar...and I have felt drawn to....which I ended up leaning to choose but I woke up before choosing her...probably if my dreamt continued I would be choosing her...then when I woke up I remembered who she is in my dream...she was the girl from the Lost..."Kate"....."Nicole Evangeline Lilly".... I don't know how she got in my dream... as I said it was weird...If you ask me I have not seen the Lost recently or saw her in any other movie, so my mind did a collage of what I saw,,,,it was weird....really weird and ...it felt like I saw the heart's of other lawyers in the dream...it was corrupt...they will win your case but they were crooked and evil....you can smell the dark dripping from their glands..
except the fact that you are doing well in the light of dark back
acknowledge your reason in your divine energy expect your blessing
tribulation's excerpt the pact to retreat blue, bare being dwell in the right of mind-ark pack
sill's-edge hour a season in your shine's synergy is perfect for our kissing
King H. Ironson
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