gala of mysteries
Hello Reader,
I have rester today..the weather was weird, windy cold and lack of sun...Yesterday I saw something ....I was in the downtown for a while and I saw something which I have not realized earlier...after seeing this thing I felt soo odd and it got me thinking and making me think all night and today...it was a huge ship it was an old one probably early 1900's or late 1800's ..like Noah's ark it was docked on the shore in between two apartment buildings...like the ship I have been waiting to arrive already came and I was not aware...I just wanted to cry the moment I saw it....the tears I hold inside..somehow that ship got me...it was like a release...like the ship was always there to begin with which I was so blind to see...reader following the night I saw a very weird dream it was scary and I don't know how I can clearly explain it to you...there were to much going on in the dream but the last scene I saw explained a lot to me...it was very dark and I was a small kid left in a dark apartment living like a feral rat feeding of insects and drinking of the seeping rain water...it was pitch dark...and than I came as a grown up and put a flash light in my eyes...he was asking me questions...it was bright and scary...from the looks of him he was trying to help and look harmless and friendly...after the initial stun and scare kid me showed me how he find food and drink water and how he hid from the danger...not by speaking but showing me how he managed stuff on his own...he offered me an insect he caught...grown up me declined gracefully...as the grown up me was trying to get me out of that darkness thumps and big sounds came from the door...kid me got extremely scared and made be quite sign to grown up me in terror...than he crawled up on fours and went to the door to see lights coming under the door..it feels like someone was looking under the space of the door with a flashlight...it was like they are scanning the ground for activity...and it was the only light coming in this place...it was pitch dark...the light was scary and you cannot even tell whether this light would be any good for you....reader I guess not all lights are the same....some are danger...some light are horror...this one was very scary and I woke up in terror in my grown up self.....reader lately things I have been feeling and internally moving through seems to initiate these dreams weird...probably my clogged air ways due to allergy also not helping especially when sleeping...reader I am at the brink of giving big decisions...all the books I offer might be completely unavailable soon..I need to give a decisions soon...I am considering to let all go and start over again...better than before...if this change happens...all the links of the books in the blog will be unavailable soon..so if you are considering to buy any of them this is a good time after 16th of April they might not be available...it would be like nothing has been published...the daily reader numbers drop to 5-10 views a day...maybe I would let go of this blog as well...
mandala beauties exist for a brief time to present the divine existence
destroyed to be recreated again unbeatable disorder comes from the order
gala of mysteries, persist in a grief rhyme' embellishment; for shine's sentience
be-loved to be loved, a gain incomprehensible; together's time comes from the disorder
King H. Ironson
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