Rubbles of your future...
Hello all, bull and null,
I don't know what kind of a day you had today,
for me it was a rainy spring weekend,
Rainy days have a special place for me...
I like the rain....
In my native culture rain is accepted as fertility...
It brings fertility to the soil...
Its accepted as divine is washing the earth with love..
The greatest thing is when it rains you can smell fresh earth...
that is the best fragrance you can smell...
I simply love it....
Today I would like to talk about giving up...
Have you ever consider giving up on something you wanted so dearly?
It might be a career path, lifestyle, project, relationship etc.
Let's assume that you come to a certain dead end with your desire and it is certain that there can be no progress...
So the question is would you consider to stick with it or release it and consider something else?
When would be the exact time to accept the defeat and move on?
I would really use some opinion on that....
because really, I don't have an answer on that...
somethings, like this you just have to put in the end of the decision list...
they are heavy,
they drag you down.
Sometimes in your mind you just want take out your knife to cut away all this dead weight,
so that you can fly to new horizons...
In the last minute you stop...
and continue with the status quo...
yes...we all have a default force in ourselves called "hope"
and it is extremely difficult to kill it...
Lonely day
It’s the day that you met with the real demons of your past.
It’s the day that you find out
the reasons behind your childhood traumas.
It’s the day that you stood
still, tall and proud against the discrimination you have faced from a group of
people.
It’s the day that you understand
what racism is.
It’s the day that you were
humiliated by low-life.
It’s the day you felt the
heaviness of poverty.
It’s the day you have found out
that you were an option all along.
It’s the day that all of the love
and healing you gave to your other half was all in vain.
It’s the day that you learned
that you need to see a shrink, because all of the reality you mentioned was a
creation of your mind and that you should be crazy to think all these scary
things.
It’s the day you were pushed into
the deep dark void of your mind all alone to face all the terrible things you
have experienced earlier.
It’s the day that rained like the
heavens broke down.
It’s the day that you felt you
can’t even have the option to choose stop existing and had to suck this massif
pain because of the people that you loved and cared for depended on you.
It’s the day…. that you learned
you have to continue broken…
Damaged…
It’s the day you considered
Killing your hope
Is acceptable
In your
Situation.
King H. Ironson
(From: EPOH)
Yes this one is very dark,
I know, however dear reader, unfortunately life is not always butterfly and sunshine,
you need to know the "bitter" to understand the value of the "sweet"
"Hope" is a miracle
it keeps you alive in terrible situations...
its your survival "emergency defense"
Hope is your
Sacred
Garden
That you
Need to take
Care everyday.
King H. Ironson
(From: EPOH)
Hope is really a victorious warrior...
it takes you out from dark
places in your mind...
it takes you out...
it gives you a will power
Grow love
Not hate.
Grow hope
Not fear.
Your dreams
Are bigger
Than, the
Rubbles of
Your future.
King H. Ironson
(From: EPOH)
of course after you get out from the dark
and create new futures for yourself
on the rubbles of unrealized futures...
than you can kill your hope for those unrealized futures..
you already accepted those as the rubbles!
Reader...
you still think that this is an easy peasy job
Right!
No...
Because when you want to found a new future on the
rubbles of the past futures..
One finds reminiscent of those unrealized futures...
followed by what if's,, why not's and sprouting of a new hope of that unrealized future...
So the best way to follow is to close the scene of unrealized future rubbles alone,..
Not to burry
Not to build new things on it
instead just to change scenery
and find a new place to build a brand new future...
leave the rubbles of your unrealized future
like an ancient city that was left by the residents
after an earthquake....
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