fearless step

 Hello Reader and the Freckles,

Are you being offended what I write here

do you take it personal?

Good...

these are words

they are innocent...

the thing that hurts you are not the words

its your emotions, insecurities and issues 

that you have bottled up

swept under the rug...

if you want to make something good

out of this hurt, 

this scar

focus on it

focus on your bleeding

bleed it again and again

observe where it touches in yourself

accept it and than release it

believe me 

it is going to be the most freeing experience

if you can do it...

then,

you can start to release your fears,

angers,

hurts

and 

even things that you

thought that you were

passionate

about but instead things 

that you were molded 

into without realizing.

step by step

as you bleed

your heart out

as you let

yourself live, 

the emotions that you

protect yourself from

because of fear, external pressures, fake identities...

you will

find your self

as you 

release the self

the molded persona;

you get to have a prison visit 

to your real self...

After that starts the journey

of freeing yourself

from the imprisonment

of senses...

It takes time and effort

but once you start

loosing the molded personas,

attached identities, false self beliefs,

fear and anger bottled up 

because you are constrained with

a self that you don't belong to..

you get to breath better

every step you

have a another relief

you will never want to get

back into your old you again...

Yes its a huge shift and also it brings up many 

other stuff with it as well...

for instance you might not want to do the old stuff you 

did to make money and you might not be the richest (ex. me).

So you might need to find another activity to make money...

or you might not want to be social 

until you get to end this process 

because it is taking up all your energy and you don't want to find yourself

back in the social pressures and disgusting fake social interactions

you might not enjoy them as much as you enjoyed earlier

because you will probably see and observe how fake and self centered 

all these dynamics are...

yes its not easy, what you end up with

but its so freeing and relieving

I wouldn't consider to be the old me

after I felt how much more peaceful I am at the moment...

and I know that there is much more way to go in this process..

I hope you have a beautiful Monday...

here the weather is beautiful and soon I will go outside to do my meditation...

a great journey, 

an adventure to sail

into the great blue

take a big step honey,

this is the biggest freedom don't bail

take the route which you don't have a clue

                                        King H. Ironson

Every great adventure starts with one fearless step!

(Photograph: Momentmal - Pixabay)