Independent
Hello Reader,
Do you know anyone who is really independent?
I don't know such person
I don't think anyone is independent...
unless if you are a hermit living alone
in the wild making a living out of nature
without interacting anyone...
also I am considering that person don't have any family as well...
even in that case I am sure that kind of person is not independent as well....
sure because they will have the need to interact with other persons...
we are social creatures we need others, even if we are capable of surviving on our own...
so the deal is....
we are bound to people, places or things with a bond
therefore we cannot be independent...
there are many bonds that binds us....
the bonds come in many forms social bonds, material bonds, nationality bonds, etc.
some of them you don't select
you born bonded to them....
like the bond you have with your body, or the parents, society, religion, nationality you born into...
the other type of bonds you generate them as you live along...
you bond with the things that you are interested to hobbies, material things, people, friendships, relationships, a type of living etc....
So as you see as we live we bond ourselves to many things
the release of these many bonds is not easy....
and I don't think you need to release from all these bonds as well..
although there are some bonds that you can consider clearing if these bonds
cause issues to you and if they are unhealthy for you
this could be an addiction, a toxic relationship, job, or a friendship...
why I said all these things...
I came by a person claiming that she is so independent and free...
it made me laugh...
so naive and ignorant...
lets say for a while we loose everything we got
relationship, family, material things...
again we are not independent
we are bound to our body
we are bound to our senses and our brain to understand reality
when we are bound to this many things even if you loose everything
how the fuck you can be independent....
of course probably that gal was opening green light to man who would be with her...
saying that she is independent....
while depending many things at once without recognition
ignorance is a bliss....
when you don't know things seem to move easy for you
until you hit a wall...
than if you have some wisdom you question why...
if you are lucky and recognize the root cause of your problems...
than you will question more
you want to learn more
as you learn more you question more
you let things go in your life
the things that does not serve you
you break some bonds
you make new bonds
hopefully healthier bonds
bonds that serves your life's purpose
as you breath life in your body
you will be bonded
only your soul is boundless
only your soul is free
only your soul is independent
if you let it to be...
I am not telling you all these because I figured them out
this is also a constant struggle for me as well
I have my own journey to align my life
with my soul...
and I can see from what I experience myself
everyone has their own unique journey
life throws everyone into their unique situations
and everybody already have their unique way of experiencing the life
therefore everybody have their unique conditions...
I am sure somebody who is more wise than me read my words here
and would think that I am ignorant....
indeed I am
the only thing I know is that I know so little
its a learning journey
so in consideration I am somebodies ignorant like that person I mentioned earlier as ignorant....
Reader....
I gave a head rest for myself for a week....
to slow down and breath
become more aware of my real self
my life, my soul
and what I am
what I really want
yet I don't have any answers yet....
for a while I have been
feeling uneasy
there is no particular reason
high likely anxiety of job searching process
and my soul's lack of alignment with this situation..
the anxiety overwhelmed me to a point of exhaustion
so reader;
I gave a break
to catch up with my soul
we chit chat with him for a while
I asked him whether he let
hope to bang some whores and let him to get drunk
so that he can come to a reason...
my soul told me that hope is still in depression
even though he banged many whores and drank many wines, many beers.
I hold the hand of my soul and gave the light I collected from the sun
I told to my soul "take this my soul and blow it to hope's face"
I know our hope is going to breath this in and light his inner flame once more again
So he can shine back to us whenever we are lost in our dark days....
King H. Ironson
THE DIVINE PYMANDER by Hermes Mercurius Trismegistus
The Iliad & The Odyssey Hardcover by Homer
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