Little by Little
Hello Readers,
Today, room transformation is complete...
my son is very happy..
his room was mostly a kids room....
now he is on the brink of being a youngster so
he has a more suited room for his age...
it took my three days...
take out all the furniture...
than tape for the painting of ceiling, cover the ground with painter sheet
paint the ceiling 3 layers....
than untape the walls...
fill the holes and dents on the wall with plaster
sand the plaster level
clean all the dust
than tape for the painting of the walls
all the window, door frames, ground and ceiling
than paint the walls 2 layers
untape and clean....
put on the drapes,
place the furnitures....
many other small details as well..
it took three days...
but it was worth it
he was so happy...
I gave him my desk...
obviously I cannot afford to buy a new one at this stage...
the biggest challenge at all these endeavours was to disassemble of his ikea desk...
its a study desk for kids...although it has many things going on and requires a long assembly time
planning to sell this desk and if sold put the money on his gaming computer fund...
he is so techy nerd type kid
he has a huge interest in world history and politics at this age...
also he has great interest in coding as well..
he already makes codes to make his own games...
smart kid...
obviously he had a better accent than me
he corrects me from time to time on pronunciations
:)
so reader as you can see I have done great things which makes
you feel peaceful today...
nothing is better than making things to make your kids happy and joyful.
it gives you gratitude and content for the things you have
life and your moment....
lately I have been slacking my meditations a little bit...
don't get me wrong I do my meditations everyday
my meditations take up an approximately 1 hour
although last three days they were not as intense
as they were
earlier...
I don't want to carry things from my life
as requests for the things I lack
to my headspace in my meditations
some rare moments
I can feel that I can float on the moment
as a tourist
that is when they end up more peacefully
when you get into meditative state
with an intention
it becomes a self healing time
I don't want to be misunderstood..
there is nothing wrong on meditating with an intention...
you can heal yourself
or see the things that you want to correct in yourself
although it does not take you to your inner garden...
My meditations and pursuit of reality
started to become a huge side journey aside my life
I would not consider such thing 2 years ago...
to be honest I didn't think that it was possible to exit from the darkness
I fell into back than...
it was a huge transformation...
little by little...
:)
the solitude I found
in my innocence
guided with your love
you were backing me all along
to find my destiny
to find my ways...
your most dedicated humble servant
guided me in my dreams
told me to light up my flame
that flame of ever burning fire
showed the way up...
through the darkness
I have been immersed
little by little
darkness gave way to the light
and an immense,
beautiful, vast serenity
of your mind's heaven
with vast gratitude
and acceptance
showered my being
like a fertile spring shower
of immortality
King H. Ironson
Comments
Post a Comment