blooming all alone
Dear Reader,
Today I was covered by the fabric of the universe
a dark cloth of low vibration where nothing exists
I was in the domain of Kali Maa...
it was initially a scary experience
felt like my light was being sucked from my being
as the darkness covered all my existence
saw my inner light without the contrast of other beings and things
I bowed in front of the source of everything
and immersed my self inside the womb of the universe
chanted
"Om Sri Maha Kalikayai Namah"
(I bow my head to the Divine dark goddess Mother, Kali)
I prayed for her to cut all the dark binds that are attached to my soul
I asked her to cut these dark bonds swiftly
after I have paid my respect and chanted the mantra
slowly grew my inner light to return to the realm we consider that we live in
the light on my belly slowly risen to my stomach
than to my heart
finally to my head creating a blueish white light of being like a giant eye
holded from both ends by my skull
it moved upwards and exploded with a ringing in my ears
it blossomed slowly like a flower
and I felt serenity and peace...
continued my meditation in the usual way...
I was very scared when I first attend to her majesties domain....
it was so strong and energetic, at first I though I was being suffocated by darkness
although I felt her loving arms after a while
it is the domain where everything born
even the light...
there is no words can be used in poetry to describe
the vibration of nothingness..
so I am not sure if it would be an ode or an insult if I write a poem on divine mother...
nothing ring a dark tone
loving caring velvety zone
Kali Ma bowing in your presence
free me dark binding of evil one
feed me love lighting my inner shone
waiting in your womb blooming all alone
King H. Ironson
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