Sky blue leach flake colour
Dear Reader,
Today was a very depressing day....
not because I am depressed, I can tell its more of an anxiety I have at the moment
instead of depression....but I was trying to mention the weather...
it was dark gloomy and very heavy...I am sure many people are depressed today at work...
I started the day with headache...even when I was doing my meditation
it was painful to breath out...it felt good to breath in....
so pain was my company....after my meditation I forced myself to eat something
a wrap made with feta cheese, tomato, cucumber, spring onion and parsley...
than I gulped my pain killer for my headache....
it was not migraine, but it was strong...probably I had sinuses filled up
giving me an heavy head and pain...for more than a year I didn't had a haircut
now my hair is over my shoulders... and it gives me all kind of headaches
when I think of going to hairdresser for a total cut...it reminds me of the song of
Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young's "Almost cut my hair"
than I change my mind.
after I took the painkiller it took half an hour to kick in...
so I laid down and tried not to puke...
afterwards, I did the things that needs to be done...
shopping and other stuff...
went to costco...
I can't believe how every hour this shop is very crowded...
like everybody is "working from home"
I don't think everyone is unemployed like me...
anyways...after shopping I waited for my sun (son) to arrive from school
than we ordered his computer
"a big punch in the gut"
I am on my knees
but his joy and happiness gave me power to stand up and
enjoy with him...
focus on joy and happiness regardless all the gloom, darkness and calamities
try to be light
and enlighten other peoples days
even if yours is under shadows of the pain.
Sane Speech arc fur
Seldom reach ache blur
Snow reach fake amour
Savour each lake hour
Sky blue leach flake colour
Sly pastel peach cake tumour
Sour game lies, preach love psyche valour
King H. Ironson
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