brim torments of unnecessary self despair
Dear Reader,
Last night I couldn't sleep at all
so I am feeling like walking on the clouds
don't feel grounded at all..
and I don't feel well...
its like confused and aimless
but I know it will pass
fairness and goodness will find way
and reach in some form or another...
even though all around asshole's are
spatting shit around trying to smear their shit on
for one it is so challenging and it requires a great challenge
also knowing that things are not going to be the same again
is such a liberating and also in some form scary
change is not easy to swallow most of the time
I am trying to focus one change at a time and one challenge at a time
but when you are on the brink of many great changes
it is basically very exhausting
I wish my dad was still around
not to ask for his opinion
but just to talk and hear him joking
it would be really calming
once you find your self in your parents shoes
and facing the similar challenges they have faced
reader you know sometimes I tell you that
I just want to have a hermit life
because I am so tired of people dumping their shitty energy
towards you and than fuck off
even though you are doing your best to be kind and nice
as humans we have a fucked up social relations
it doesn't matter where ever you are which ever society you belong to
as humans we have fucked up program in our relationships with one another
obviously if it was any better we wouldn't have any issues like wars
or race, gender related issues
or just simply other issues we have with one another
our motivations ruling our social relations should be based on empathy
reader excuse me
I don't feel so good
brim torments of unnecessary self despair
flamboyant persona spreading unfair
token of gratitude in the border of unrealized dreams
awaken from deep dark nightmare to a sill of reality with endless possibilities
King H. Ironson
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