grandiose self avenues opens with flame of virtues
Hello Reader,
We have new readers participating to our blog
I guess the lousy stuff I write intrigued reader(s) from Singapore
the statistics of the blog hit the roof...280 reads in a single day wow
never been to Singapore, but I watched many documentaries about there
and heard really good things about how nice and kind the people live there
so hello new reader(s)....thank you for reading the blog....
it seems blog started to catch attention
thanks...
although please don't get mad at me
because this is a medium where as readers you cannot intervene
with the creation process...if you want to learn the reasons please check the earlier blog entries
which explains this thing..
so reader the rule is simple I write and you read...
if you like it good for you, if you don't like it good for you again...
thanks for reading, wellcome if you are coming, goodbye if you are leaving
no hard feelings...
I write whatever I want and don't care what is the trending things in the world or if its going to be perceived badly
because this the place where I write the world(s) and realm(s) through my eyes...
anyways...
enough with the blah blah... lets come to the real thing
today I was reminded once again...
how the darkness is always wishful to come towards light
opposites attract....
as I said earlier in order to transform your attitudes towards to light and love
you constantly need to re iterate your inner work
a great effort....but a worthy effort
so reader I have been observing my attitudes and responses
in my daily life, in small social interactions...
yesterday
I have realised that I got frustrated for very small thing that I experienced earlier
its for a inconsiderate behaviour I was given from a person I met for the first time...
even though this attitude is not my attitude
however it was directed to me inconsiderately and unfairly...
if you are wondering, I have seen this toxic behaviour as it is happening
and I did not responded in a negative way...
instead I responded in a neutral way...
although than it bugged me and I got angry for that person who said that unjust words..
of course by thinking on it and considering where I am at...
I felt sorry for that person...
so much anger, ego, darkness.. I hope he finds his way...
but reader you cannot make a person see their toxic behaviour if they are blinded by their ego...
the best that you can do is to identify what is going on and stay away
and protect yourself...
because everyone has their own lessons to learn in the life
you cannot make them understand the way
they need to experience the dark and ego death from the divine lessons place in their life
you can only invite people to love and light
but you cannot experience the experiences for them
they need to experience the experiences they need to experience
so that maybe in their life time they can learn the way of love and light
you cannot intervene with the people's choices
with the people's decisions
you are only responsible of your's
anyways I got so angry with this man but than look into my anger and got sad why I took that much amount of my time getting angry to a terrible behaviour of another person...
Its not my behaviour to begin with...
yes it was unfair for me but actually I cannot choose to act the same way and spread that unfairness...
or respond in the same unfair way...
so reader if there are people around you who are dragging you down...
you should not do the same thing
but you should leave that place immediately to protect yourself if you can..
because its not your duty nor mission to change the people
you cannot change the people
unless they want to be changed
you can only show the way...
you cannot put any expectations on them to change their way...
its up to them..they need to learn their own lessons from the experiences they have...
so reader you are only responsible for your soul
another thing I realized when delving deep into my attitudes
is that I realized that I started to build up expectations with my own growth and meditations
than I realized how much a fool thing it was to do...
when you are trying to stay only in the present
only in the moment...how stupid is to have an expectation
what the fuck am I expecting?
levitate with my fart while meditating?
so reader all these realizations came
when I was left in complete pitch darkness in my meditation
yes it was all light, love and bliss lately
but sometimes you need to invite dark to transform your
attitudes into better ones...
so through the end of meditation
I struggled to move into light...
with some success I was able to transform the last bit
in light
although after the darkness I fell in the meditation
I reflected back, and find out those two attitudes I have been talking above, brought to that state...
reader, its good to delve into your own darkness to face with your demons...
you need to take up them
one at a time
check and monitor your attitudes
after you learn your lessons
so that you are on the right path..
reader dark is needed so that light can be perceived
they are the different opposites explaining the same thing
divine experience
reason of sarcastic monologues,
my bitter cold harsh epilogues
are all fruit of heart's true hues.
whites, greys, blacks, greens, yellows, reds and blues
all are unspoken bold dialogues.
grandiose self avenues
opens with flame of virtues,
seeded in your core values.
King H. Ironson
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