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Dear Reader,
Today it was a very sunny and bright day...
Sun is heating my bones with all her glory...
spreading life and love...
Reader today I went to get some new pants for myself
and I went to this nearby city that is closely associated with my name
maybe in the summer I will move there
its 45 minutes away from where I am at...
although the life and vibration of the city is extremely different than here
its a bright and happy place
here you can feel through to your bones that
there is sadness, pain and heaviness..
yes I have couple of reasons for the move
the first one is that I made a short term lease
and I want to be closer to where I need to drive everyday
making 300 km everyday does not help
its a nice city there, I really liked it
and its been my first time visiting there
don't get me wrong the city I am in is also
so beautiful, rustic, old and full of memories
but if you have read my earlier entries, its gave way to lack of employment,
loosing its job opportunities and problems that came along with
diminishing economy...
reader I got three cheap pants for myself, one navy, one black and one khaki
the ones I had started to wear out...
usually, I don't buy new clothes unless my clothes become so old and worn out
or if I cannot wear them if I gained or lost to much weight
all these situations happen a lot to me
some periods I loose a lot of weight and some periods I gain some weight
and along these periods my clothes also worn out, mostly my t-shirts
worn out so quickly..pants as well
because I have this bad habit of doing handy work like repairs, garden work etc.
with whatever thing I have on me
most of the time it goes like this...
I come home from somewhere and I have these nice clothes on
than I see something and go right away to repair it or do something in the garden etc.
in the end mostly I got that nice clothes or shoe to be ruined
lately, I am trying to loose this habit
of course its completely emotional (lack of money)
reader I feel hungry, I need some snacks,
yesterday I made pizza at home, with asparagus, shrimp, chestnut mushrooms, onion as toppings
it was soo good, there is a slice left I plan to eat that... yummy!
I am not sure if you have also recognized the stagnation in my writings reader
yes that is true there is a stagnation, and its not because I don't want to write
but its because I am hardly finding any energy to do something extra with my remaining time
reader all the things I live in my life also have a direct influence on what I put here as a piece
anyways if you recognized stagnation here its because of the new normal I am in
very busy and hard to find peaceful time
so until I find my balance it seems this is going to be the new normal with blog
last week as you may recognized I skipped writing for couple of days...
not because I didn't want to write, I just collapsed and slept those days
not because I was sick, because my body was so tired that it just said stop and rest
so reader here we are on Saturday...one more holiday before the weekday
next week is going to be better because I had my rest this weekend
reader thank you for supporting me
by reading my blog and buying the books
I am grateful
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