urge to catch periodically moving fast objects
Dear Reader,
I felt to urge to write, actually i was not planning to write
but here we are...I guess its because I have missed to write
actually I told you that there will be a writing for "words"
not sure whether its this day...we will see
my hands took the stage pushing each letter one at a time
the control is not with me they lead the way...
yes I know its some kind of a surprise what we will get in the end
as observers we should not have any expectations so the surprise
would not be ruined...reader..today was a great day it was sunny
big changes are on the horizon..weather is good and I am looking to get a dog
not sure what kind probably big ass Labrador retriever or a German shepherd
I was considering to get a Border collie but I guess after my interactions with Labs..
my mind is changed...I have dealt with many different dog breeds and Labs were so special
I want to have ever loving friend like Sponge Bob's Patrick...
dog version of it....I want to do long walks, hikes with it...
Black Labrador is what I want...ever loving and goofy
I also want a black cat as well...
maybe if I get both of them when they are kid they might think they are siblings
we might have the greatest group human, cat and a dog
the only missing animal would be a donkey...
I wish I had a donkey friend....the eyes of donkey's are beautiful
and some stranger's eyes might also be beautiful
eyes are dangerous reader
they can drown you....be carefull
reader I feel like to snack but its midnight already
not a good thing to eat at this hour
but I just can't help my self...
feeling like a dog...my mouth salivates when I watch good food on the tv..
usually it gives me the urge to lick the tv screen
don't get me wrong sometimes I feel like a bear as well
I cuddle my self when I hibernate
you might wonder what I am snacking
chocolate chip cookies and milk
one of the cookie I got from the package had a deformed shape
production error...it was bean shaped unlike the regular round ones
it was the black sheep of the cookies...
of course I welcomed it
devoured it and washed it with white milk
probably after its disassembled by my teeth
it thought oh no...I am moving towards a black hole
or maybe it thought oh I am travelling with white clouds
am I going to heaven?
one thing I knew for sure some piece of it will be inside me
and reader you can tell that my 0.00000001% is made of chocolate chip cookie
if you evaluate everything you experience as material things
yes its true that we are made of things we eat....
and all of our cells die/regenerate and renew every once in a while...
so we constantly change what we are according to this
when I was a baby I was mostly baby food and my mom's milk
as I grew up I started to become more mixed
because as my teeth grow, my mom probably gave me other stuff
fruits, meats, whatever...
reader I wonder what you are...
yes I am asking what you ate lately?
weird isn't it...my cookies finished I ate two of them
so I must be 0.00000002% chocolate chip cookie now
I want to drink another glass of milk and make my self 0.00000003% chocolate chip cookie
but there is a problem with this theory because what happens to chocolate chip cookie after we ate them
it becomes us...so does it mean
if i eat a chocolate chip cookie I became the chocolate chip cookie and the chocolate chip cookie becomes me?
weirder...
but isn't it weird if I am feeling like a dog, bear or a cat from time to time
I never ate them but I have the feeling of a bear hibernating
especially when I am yawning and sleeping on my coach
or when I had the urge to catch periodically moving fast objects I have the great feeling of being a zoomed cat...or devouring chocolate chip cookies with saliva dripping my chin I feel like a dog...
yes yes...
I am going to extend this to shower...when I shower I sing like a happy bird in a birth bath...
or when I look in Love, my eyes are like donkey's eyes....
but reader I didn't eat these animals to have these properties of theirs...
reader there must be something else
an essence....we observe from things...an essence related to us....
not physical....but uniquely belong to us
reader in order to explain to you we are more than what our eyes see, hands can touch, tongue can lick, and our noses to smell (sorry my fart!)...
these are all material...there is more to us than the define we make with those limited sensory organs
let's imagine if I am together with a person with no sight, no hearing, no hands, no sense of taste; is trying to get to know me with their only available sensory organ...
"that person will know me as an abomination"
why? it can be easily answered reader
because "I OWN MY FARTS!"
but if we consider this situation as a question..
does farts represent me?
some what to a degree... but I know that there are far more worse farter's all around!
reader to explain the essence we have in us
I went to great lengths and ate all those cookies at midnight
because of that now I will see nightmares
probably the cookies will chase me in my night mare
they might throw chocolate chips at my head
oh nooo! milk is closing my eyes
no poetry tonight
I am bloated with milk...
sorry...
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