Brewing love vision
Dear Reader,
Today, I have collected the leaves on the backyard and spend some time outside.
the weather is starting to be crisp, although afternoon it was more warm
this morning when I was doing my meditation outside first time
I covered myself with a polar blanket...
last two days my hands and face became chilly
especially my fingers since I don't move them
and approximately it takes 1-1,5 hours meditating
its a very small time considering the examples I read
of the enlightened ones...
days, weeks in a dark room so contraped that you can only sit...
yes I want to have a longer time meditating
especially the times I can focus on not focusing on to anything
its a golden moment...
easier said than done
especially when you are a kind of person who overthinks,
overthinking...
although I learn to live with this kind of non-stop mind
the key is to hold a focus...
which I can achieve by reducing the amount of inputs
especially crowded social interactions make me so tense
because there is so much input...
when there is limited amount of input its easier to focus...
Grounding laugh sought, marvelling at breed of night
Greeting new reality seams, grounded passionate dreams
Brewing love vision, not a fake fail illusion
Brilliant lady, with frank white star stare
Lively art of her heart dreaming dear love
Kind setting nothing in black, boo without slack
Lease billings of grow, gleaming better scarecrow
considering breaking of the wall you laid brick by brick
King H. Ironson
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